Tlk. 2 Da Hanna
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Tlk. 2 Da Hanna
Facing Life's Hurdles and Embracing the Power of No
What happens when life's seasonal changes hit hard, but your goals remain unwavering? Join me this week as I recount my journey to create consistent content despite feeling under the weather, the excitement around the upcoming launch of my YouTube channel, and the intricate dance of balancing recording with detailed sound editing. Learn how I navigate the hurdles of time management and my commitment to a flexible lifestyle amidst the chaos of content creation.
From navigating the emotional fallout of a breakup to the dramatic decision to quit my job, this episode dives into the challenges of maintaining professional responsibilities amidst personal turmoil. You'll hear about my wild nights out, confrontations with my boss, and the explosive final departure from my job. Plus, we touch on the unsettling influence of media on violence, the serious allegations against Sean Diddy Combs, and the societal importance of respecting the word "no." Prepare for a thought-provoking discussion on the complex interplay between personal boundaries and societal norms.
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Look, I'm on the way, Yo, what's going on? Y'all? Y'all already know what it is. It's your girl, no Hands, and you tuned in to talk to Deanna. You know what I mean. So sit back and relax and let's get it popping. You know what I'm saying. Ready to tell y'all about my week, tell y'all about my day, get ready to have a convo, convey with y'all. You know what I'm saying. Let y'all know what's going on.
Speaker 1:I'm not feeling too too good, you know. Uh, I usually get let's see, move this a little closer I usually get a little, um, sick around each season, each one. When the seasons come, they change. So you gotta excuse me if I sound a little horrible right now, but I wanna, I really, really want to keep up with doing what I said I was gonna do. You know, I mean, it's it's been a good week. It's been um, I've been on everything. I'm happy about certain things that I got done this week. So, yay, kudos to me or whatnot.
Speaker 1:For real, yo, like y'all don't understand. First of all, let me get started with just even. I am close. All right, let me tell you I am close to starting my youtube. Okay, but first I want to get this in order first. So, if I can keep a rhythm with it and I feel so bad because I'm missing out, I want to watch the shows. But I don't want to watch the shows yet. I want to watch it, like, even though I know I'm gonna be late doing it. I want to hurry up and do it, at least before I get too deep in and I gotta catch up, catch up, catch up, catch up. So I got a little plan what I'm gonna do with getting my shows together, together, together, together more.
Speaker 1:You know, recording them probably at a time, but I want to give y'all it's hard to do that because I want to give y'all, like, some real live topics or real live things that was going on this week or the week, so I can give y'all just a week recap. You know what I mean, and at least it'll give me motivation and it'll give me a reason and it'll give me something to talk about when I do get on here. You know what I mean, because if I talk about what I'm talking about, I don't want to drag the conversation. I don't want to be all the like, I don't want to be that person over talking something. I don't want to be that person not getting to the point right away. You got what I'm saying. Prolonging the whole situation, I don't want to do that because I can do that, but I like to.
Speaker 1:Some majority of times with people now, they like to make a long story short, get straight to the point, cut to the chase. You know what I'm saying. So you know what I mean. I can give you all little stories and little details, but for the most part I don't want to prolong stuff, so I'll just keep it how I'm doing it or whatnot. But I am good because I did. I I did, um, uh, start my intro, which is like 30 seconds, honestly, but the took me five, five hours to do like, oh my god, like this shit, and it was on a day that I was off, it was on a Saturday that I was off. So it was good. You know, I mean that I did have time, but I couldn't rest like y'all don't understand, doing this right now and editing and all that type of stuff is crazy. You know what I mean. Because today, today is Sunday and I did, I was supposed to, you know, talk Saturday and then edit Sunday. So it didn't work out like that. Honestly, it worked out where I'm talking today and tomorrow probably Because, honestly, it depends on how I am. Today I got so much stuff that I got to get for the show Because, if y'all noticed from the last show, I did like little sound bits and all that type of stuff and let y'all hear certain recordings and all that type of stuff.
Speaker 1:So I did actually go back and edit that. So that was definitely something that I had to do and get done and get over with or whatnot, and I'm glad I got that done. But that took a while too. So I know this is going to take a while with the footage that I got and extracting the audio and making it sound, putting it in the backgrounds and putting it in the right cue and knowing when to put it it. It's a lot. So I got to actually go listen over and over and over and over and over and over now, which takes more time, but it's okay because I feel like it is worth it. All great things, all great things. You know what I mean. So that's all. I keep telling myself that this is worth it.
Speaker 1:Um, eventually, eventually things will go where I want it at because, like I said, I don't want to be. I don't, like I said, I don't want to be famous, I don't want to be rich, but I definitely don't want to have to get the fuck up every day. Like I don't want to have to get up every day at fucking 3 o'clock in the morning to go to fuck the work, like I really don't. And it's not about it being a nine to five, because, regardless of how y'all look at it, it might not be a nine to five where it's like you working because you know my shift ain't nine to five, but I know what y'all mean where it's like a regular job, and I mean a paycheck job and all that. But who don't work all crazy hours, who don't work period celebrities? This is a job, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1:Like this ain't, at the end of the day, I feel like you people work and do more when they don't have a nine-to-five. It ain't when, when it isn't structured right and you just beginning and you starting out, that ain't gonna be easy and it ain't gonna be like candy. No, it ain't. It's you gonna be like all right, listen, I'm gonna work. You, you gonna wish that you worked your nine to five until you got to where you need to be at on your feet, honestly, and some people willing to just throw it out and they start over and I'm not, I'm, I can't do that right now. I can't do that right now. God ain't telling me to do that right now. God is telling me to stand fast, hold, hold, hold fast, and it's going to come when it's supposed to come, not when I need it to come or when I want it to come. So that's where I'm at right now. Where I'm not, I'm just, we're just doing this. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1:I'm not going to quit my job, but I hate my job, like I hate. I hate working for a girl. I just love being around people. That's my thing. I love talking to people. I love dealing with people. I love dealing with people's energy rather bad or good because I know how to deal with that type of stuff. I know how to understand and know how to approach the situation where you may have thought I was annoying or you may not be in the mood, but that's not going to be the case. By the end of the day, you get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1:It just does not work out like that, because my energy and my light is just too freaking bright, like peripheral, like my girl, my homegirl, rihanna. What she say, bitch, shine bright, bright like a diamond. That's how my shit is, and it's like a star, and not even a star like a superstar or celebrity, but it's one of them stars, like the sun, it shines bright. That way, this light, this ray of light, can give, I can give off my energy to other people, because you never know who. Like honestly, I'm not gonna act like I don't go through stuff and I can't act like that. I can't act like, oh, I don't go through shit because, baby, I go through stuff. Okay, we human, we go through stuff all the time. It's just about how I deal with it and how I make it.
Speaker 1:Like everybody always tell me, or they think that I'm, you know, I'm that person where they think you got it because you don't cry about it when you go, when you go through it, or you, honestly, besides my mom and my husband, I don't have nobody. I don't. I don't have nobody that I can, I can depend on, but everybody can depend, or they think that they can depend on me, or they pray, or, or, however, everybody can depend, or they think that they can depend on me or they pray or or, or, however. So me actually like going through, like people go through stuff. You know what I mean. I go, like I said I go through stuff.
Speaker 1:So me being able to just give you that energy of how I I guess how I'm going through it, or give you that energy of just being happy, no matter what, like, no matter, no matter the clouds, no matter the situation, like I've been. Honestly, it hasn't been. It has been a while, because I told myself a long time ago that I wasn't gonna allow myself to be like this. But it has been times where I have had no money in my pocket and I like I'm still happy. You know what I mean. So, like, and it's just some people not saying that, oh, I'm the only person like that, but I, I understand me being, I understand why I'm like that. You know what I mean, and I'm just one of the people that money don't make me money, don't make me happy money, don't do this to me, like. So, with that being said, it's like yeah, bro, you can. You, I'm one of the people that you can talk to. I'm not alone in this, but I am one of the people that gonna walk around and just be a cup of coffee. I ain't allow all my interviews. That's what I always tell people when I start.
Speaker 1:Oh, how would you describe yourself? Or what would you say about yourself? I would say I'm. I'm a cup of coffee because I can make you right yourself. Or what would you say about yourself? I would say I'm a cup of coffee because I can make you right. Or or tea, or water, or whatever it is you drink. I am that, I'm, I can quench that thirst for you, I can make you, I can satisfy you, and not in that manner like that's why my hand, my name is no hands, because I don't have to touch you to satisfy you. You know, I can just talk to you to make you feel good, to make you feel comfortable, like the girl no lie, like hold on y'all.
Speaker 1:This is just a recap of my, my week for a girl and me just throwing in stuff. But uh, recently somebody at my job, like y'all, y'all, heard me talk about Greg before and I don't like to give him too much. I don't like to give him too much. I don't even know if I said his name before, but whatever, the boy, the man at my job. His name is Greg, I said it and I don't. I'm not gonna give him too much. Like, we're just gonna call him, uh, oscar, we're gonna call him MrO, all right.
Speaker 1:So Mr O at my job made a new girl cry at my job. She just got there, but it's it and it's not how he say. It's not what he say is how he say it. He still don't get that and I'm trying to get him to understand. Like bro, you can't talk to like I'm.
Speaker 1:I had to tell the managers like y'all gotta stop letting him talk to people like this because at the end of the day it's it's wearing me out, because these people not gonna want to work here no more, and it's gonna be me here. And if you think I'm about to sit here and go through the mud and go through the struggle because y'all allowing him, like y'all yeah, y'all changed up some stuff, y'all let some of the bad seeds go when I got here, but y'all still got this one seed and it's a badass seed. It's a rotten seed. It's not growing, it's fucking wilton, it's fucking dying out, it's dead. No lies, it's, it's not. It's no good here. It's no good here.
Speaker 1:And the fact that he a lot. He had this young lady cry who just got here about feeling pressured. She like she already going through a lot. I personally already I've been through that, like I said, me and him was about to fight me and him went through it. So me, me, I call it desk hustling. I was desk hustling to the conversation, to what they was talking about, but I seen her get up and run and like leave out. I already knew she was crying. So what I do? I go to the bathroom and talk to her and let her know girl, listen, because sometimes, sometimes that you your cue, that that was my cue and I seen it. That was my cue to be who I am, and and and I seen it and I had to take the opportunity to make her feel better because guess what?
Speaker 1:Number one, I don't want you quitting and number two, I don't want to say this and I don't want nobody coming back at me, but I don't need her feeling some type of way of going through what she's going through and they come back and she fucking, I, it's just too much of that shootings and mad stuff going on and work and and in warm and anywhere. I ain't trying to be part of that. I don don't want to be, we're not doing it. And if anything bitch you're going to, let me go. Okay, I'm going to always be nice to people. I'm going to always be nice to people, unless you show me otherwise. And at the end of the day, I'm still not going to give you that same fucking energy, because why would I waste my energy being mad at you? I ain't going to lie.
Speaker 1:Been times where I've been drunk and delivered, where I gave you energy and I started with people, where I was this and that. That's different. I wasn't in my right state of mind, not using liquor as an excuse, but that was the reason why I wasn't, why I was doing stuff that I normally don't do on a regular time. I don't spend time worrying about people. I don't like. I don't spend time talking about people. I don't. I don't like. If I don't with you, I don't know you, that's just it. I don't know you like.
Speaker 1:I don't going, like I said, going back to working bro, I remember this time at work like because she won't leave. Like I said, shorty and her we don't even worry about her. She knew, but she won't leave because she liked the job. You know what I mean and I'm not trying to get her to leave, but I remember a time where I I walked out a couple jobs, I bro, I remember the fucking time where, real shit, I remember a time where I was at work and I was going through something, like I was going through something with my ex, okay, and when I go through something, when I get, when I go through a, a breakup personally, because I me being who I am, when I love you, you my lover, I only want you, I want to give it to you. I don't need to. I know what happens when I go outside. I know what my body does, I know what my energy does and I know what it gives. So I don't go outside because I don't need to attract that that's. I have what I'm. I want. You know what I mean. Even when, when it's with my friends, it's like, okay, birthdays, because pisces. I have all friends, sisters and all family and best friends. That's pisces. So that season my husband knows this now after a while, but it took a while for him to understand this too like I always go out, no matter what, during that season, during that, because that's when my best friend's birthday and my birthday, of course, and his, but he's around that time. So you know what I mean. It's it's all the same. We all go out, we.
Speaker 1:I partied. It's been like that for as long as long as I can remember. I partied like that, but I don't need to go out. So when I do break up with somebody, I I go out, because me staying in the house only want to make me think about what you're doing and I ain't got time for that. I don't want to sit around being depressed and I just don't. I don't, and if I see you outside, I don't see you outside. You know what I mean, because we're not going to be. We don't go to the same places, we don't do the same things at the end of the day. So I ain't got to worry about seeing you for a fur, for a fur, and that's just how, and that's just how it was, that's just how it always is. So, me going out, I only do that when I need it. It's my healing phase.
Speaker 1:But I was going through something at a time where I was working at the job, where I was drinking. I mean, I was, I was working in drinking. But I wound up getting mind you both a couple jobs I wound up getting fired from, from actually one job. Did I get fired from this job? Yeah well, I guess I quit fire. I don't know, because one day I just started it wasn't even a week the first, like second day, I overslept in the car just coming from an after hour.
Speaker 1:Overslept in a car. Uh come in here like oh my gosh, telling people like oh my gosh, I'm sorry, I was asleep outside. I fell asleep outside. I got to work, man, early that I can sleep. They don't know who car it is. They don't know who it is, so they didn't I. When I go check in my emails, I see that they say that there's a. Uh, some, you know they. They said my car, but they didn't know my car. I had a Honda at at the time. It was like, um, there's a honda outside with the car lights on. So I was cracking up like okay, yeah, that was my car, I'm sorry y'all.
Speaker 1:Two days later I did the same thing but instead of me oversleeping this time, the manager, the boss, campings in my car. Now, mind you, I was smoking like I got weed in my car. I just came from the club, like I got. I got stuff all over the place. Just know that I got drugs all over myself and I don't know if you see this.
Speaker 1:But he like I'm like, oh my gosh, he comes to get me. I'm like, oh my gosh, bam, after he come and get me, I waste. Uh, I goes in. You know we goes in there. They want to talk to me in the office. Oh my gosh. So now they want to talk to me in the office. I'm already halfway tipsy, y'all. Like I'm already not in the mood for this or whatever.
Speaker 1:So next thing, you know, he started telling me how this ain't yada yada. He just started telling me, like, what's going on, what's wrong with me? Why do? Why am I doing it? Like this is like, is this what's weird I'm with is weird. Like to him is weird, like he don't understand why am I sleeping? Like I guess he's trying to think it's something else going on, which. It is something else going on psychologically with me, because I'm going through a breakup. But I'm just, I just need to get myself together, child.
Speaker 1:That that said, what did he say to me? He said, when he said something, I said you know what? I don't even care because I don't even think I'm gonna be here much longer, like you're, like, what did you say? I said you heard me. I said you know what? Fuck this place. I wouldn't run. I left his office. I said I should have left here when one of the co-workers called me chocolate. You know, granted, I'm light skinned, but the fact that she asked, was I chocolate? That was a little racist bitch, like I already didn't feel comfortable anyway.
Speaker 1:So from there I just bitch, I went every last room, like, and that's the type of shit no lie, now that I think about it and have flashbacks that's the type of shit that imagine if I had a gun, imagine if I was really thrown off and couldn't handle what the fuck I was going through at that time. Bitch, and I came in here because I went in every last fucking room before I left. Bitch, fuck you, bitch, fuck you bitch. I'm telling everybody fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, like I'm in it, I'm in it, yo, like I'm in it. Every last one year, fuck you, bitch. I had a bitch. Cassandra scared only little bitch. I like she was chilling, but I bitch, cassandra scared the only little bitch. I like she was chilling, but I had cassandra scared. I went in every even the manager's office, the owner's office like fuck y'all, bitch, I'm not left. I ain't gonna lie, that was the best fire I ever did, besides the best like walkout I ever did.
Speaker 1:Then, the second time I I left a job because it was fucking what it was. It was, uh, where was it? It was at, fucking um, starbucks and I was working at Amazon at the time. So this is my second job and I was a like a manager at Amazon, so it didn't really matter. I've been at Amazon for a long time. I just wanted to do something else because I was bored. I was like man, I need something else to do. My job is not challenging enough, it's no growth. I need something else to do. My job is not challenging enough, it's no growth. I need something else. So I applied for a position at Starbucks, started working in there as a manager for not even 30 days.
Speaker 1:Bitch, they had me fucking cleaning dishes, wiping floor Like bitch, hold up, hold up. Uh-uh. I heard these bitches talking about they about to go on. It's like late night shift because I work from always worked in the morning time, so I got off like four o'clock in the morning, I mean four o'clock in the afternoon, and I think my shift started from like five or something like that. So, uh, I would come in there and as I was coming in there, I hear them, you know they, while I'm cleaning up, I hear these two bitches like oh yeah, we're going to go to the area, we're going to go, we're going to party. Hey, amanda, you going what? You going out? Y'all talk about partying. Ain't no customers? You know, that is y'all. Oh, okay, y'all. Um, I'm about to take my 10.
Speaker 1:I took all that off and left it on the counter and left but didn't even call to ask about me and ask about, okay, no, the, they didn't. No, because they didn't care. They didn't care, they wanted me out there too. So, y'all, I left y'all. Yeah, other job the last job. I actually got fired from that.
Speaker 1:I was also because, mind you, I just skipped the job. I just skipped that little other job. That was just me leaving jobs, like all the time I left a job, but during drinking-wise, after I left that job, the other job where I would custom out the next job it was a boring-ass job Got that job. Same type of job, logistics-wise, what happens?
Speaker 1:My birthday? I got to work on my my birthday, but everybody fucks with me. So what they do, has somebody bring me a fucking um ducé bottle to work? What I do, I go here and crack it with one of the motherfucking drivers, not thinking, not thinking. It's like they shift off. Though I gave them. I didn't drink none, I cracked it with them. Let them get it so they can go home.
Speaker 1:Them got me dumb, got me okay. When I tell you they got me bad, they got me bad, okay, like they got me bad, bad. And they hit me up like hey, what was you doing? Like I'm like, what would you? I remind you, I didn't think they see me. I was up already, like I just came out because my birthday came at 12 o'clock and I had to work on saturday.
Speaker 1:So I just came out from partying with my little birthday outfit on, looking good as looking bad as, looking like up. Oh, my gosh bitch. And I was going out later on that day. So I ain't getting no sleep. Okay, the sleep I did have is in the car, probably for like five minutes. Yeah, I'm good for sleeping in my car right there, not really good, but I'm really really good for sleeping in my car for a five, ten minute sleep. Okay, best believe that shit. And it went from. It went from there, like.
Speaker 1:But when they, when they sit up here and the motherfucker was like hey, what did you do for? Uh, like, ask me, what happened that day. I'm like nothing like, because y'all didn't see me drink, but I gave the motherfucking boy a fucking. I gave the motherfucking boy a fucking liquor. So I was like, damn, they got like, they got me, they got me, they already got me, they got me, they got me. I ain't even going, I'm not even going to say nothing, I'm not even going to do nothing. You know what I mean. So it is what it is. I wasn't going to trip, I wasn't going trip, I wasn't going snap or anything. I was like, damn, they let me go.
Speaker 1:And then I wound up just getting a better job, which was the job that I've been at. Uh, actually, I still was at Amazon here too, secretly and I just wound up going back to start my new job and that was what it was. But I always had a job, it's just. I just went through a lot. So I can't wait to eventually quit working and stop working for real, like I'm not in a rush. But I am in a rush because I really have been working from a long time and one day we'll get over and I'll talk about my past, because my past came I came from like fast money, and I'm not saying I came from it like my parents or nothing like that, because my parents are cops.
Speaker 1:I grew up with cops in my house or whatnot. Well, my mom and my step-pop, they were cops so, and my dad's not a drug dealer, so he never was a drug dealer, he just was a street nigga and a fly nigga. But other than that, you know, I mean drugs wasn't a part of something that in my immediate or extended family, like you know what I mean. So it was. It wasn't drugs, it's just I wind up meeting people in my life where it's. I wind up seeing the fast life for what the fast life was at an early age and it was like damn bro, like okay, you know what I mean and I've been in it since, so it's probably where my that's where my hustle comes from.
Speaker 1:As far as making money, you know what I mean. Like as far as keeping, you know keeping um, you know, just keeping money and keeping that type of um consistency with just making money. You know what I mean. Like I never needed money to survive, I just needed money to live, if that make any sense. I know it sounds crazy, but like I never was struggling, so I never like, oh, I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it. I just needed it because that's what life caught. Like you know, certain things I really did cause for money. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1:So, and I made it by not, I just don't, I'm not a material girl. So I did what I need to do and, while supporting my family and took care of my family, looked out for my family and that type of person, that um, that I am and it was what it was. Person, that um, that I am and it was what it was. So I'm not going to say, uh, I'm not going to say too much, but it, it is what it is, you know. So, with that being said and getting off of that, y'all like it was crazy. I know, I know I'm kind of, I'm getting off the topic, but, bro, I don't know how many y'all like I have a lot of Apple devices and I have a lot of storage, like with Apple.
Speaker 1:I have like the 2B, the uh, 2tb, um, uh storage or whatever with Apple for all my. So when I record or something like, I just need it for all for everything. And I just went to go like uh, delete some of the stuff on my phone and, bro, that shit was. I didn't even get past a week, like I wasn't even in there for like a week and I already deleted a thousand pictures. This is crazy. Like this is crazy. I have to go to apple and find out how to organize all this stuff and put all these pictures where I don't need to, where they don't need to be at, because it's a lot like I couldn't believe that. Like damn.
Speaker 1:I was like, ah, uh, so we're gonna go on and start the day. You know I got a couple things. You know they sitting up here talking about some things or whatnot. So i'ma just keep it. Keep it how? Not that brief, but i'ma keep it brief because you already know what's going on. Y'all can hear for yourselves. Y'all can see what's going on. Y'all already know I'm gonna let y'all can hear for yourselves. Y'all can see what's going on. You already know I'm gonna let y'all hear what I've been hearing, some of the things that I go off of, how I base myself off of and where my information come from, so that way y'all know I'm not like tripping, and just so y'all know I did not.
Speaker 1:I did not get um started on my instagram or nothing like that yet, so, excuse me, I apologize for that. Um, I do want to get on here, but I just got to find the time. I really got. I really really got to find the time you know what I mean To to do what, uh, what, what is needed to be done. You know that's what I need to find a time for what is needed to be done. But I will get there eventually.
Speaker 1:I, like I said, I'm happy I just started off my my uh YouTube intro, so that's going to be coming soon though. So don't worry about that, that will be coming soon and I will be on top of that because y'all going to love the topics I'm going to be talking about. You know, just basically celebrity stuff. Uh, really, really Zeus Cause I'm a you know, a Zeus person and just following what they got going on and they celebrities and you know, natalie and the baddies and bad boys and um chance or whatever else that they got going on. Like you know, I just jocelyn, I'm sorry, I cannot even forget my girl, jocelyn, do it like it's your beat day, like it's your b day.
Speaker 1:Shout out to jocelyn for real, like you know, for real, she really really, really, really, really, really, really keen from the bottom and she really really is doing something right now and she started, she started it, she started it. So I'm gonna just say shout out to jocelyn, I fucked with you. Jocelyn, always, have always, will. Period, you were squirt. So I already know what y'all about definitely getting that money and y'all mind, y'all don't mind stinging a bitch to get where y'all need to go at, and it is what it is, because, bitch, I'd rather sting a bitch before they sting me. I wish, I always envied that, I always wish that I got a bitch before they stood up here and took advantage of my kindness. So shout out to you and all my scorps, but we're gonna go starting off. You know, for the word of the day, I'm not gonna be too, too long, because I seem like I was just like really really getting it in, talking too much, a little bit y'all.
Speaker 1:So my bad, but you know how we starting it all getting us smart. We're gonna just start off something simple. So you know the word or the word that I wanted to choose. And, um, I wanted to choose something simple because I feel like this word actually goes with the show and I wanted to moving forward. I wanted to kind of use a show, use a word that actually we we're going to use in the show, what goes with the show, if that make any sense.
Speaker 1:So the word I choose and I use was no, because and I know you think that that's funny, but it goes with the show, honestly and like I feel like nowadays people don't know what the damn word means. Like I feel like nowadays, when you tell somebody no, they think that that's the opposite of yes. Like I mean they think that that means yes, the opposite of what you're saying. Like it it means the opposite. For some reason, when you say no to most people nowadays they think it's opposite day, like and I know it's crazy even saying opposite day, but I heard that from somebody my husband used to say it all the time before I got him out of that. But, yes, opposite day, the word, the word no actually for for, for motherfuckers who need to know what the word no is. It says an act or an instant of refusing or denying by the use of the word no. So no was just basically saying I, I'm cool, I'm done, I'm, I'm okay. No, thank you, you get. You're like, like, I'm like, you know what I'm saying, I'm telling you no, no, like you know what I mean. And and for some reason, the word n? O is a universal word, for a reason for everybody to understand what the shit means. It's an absolute, it's it. It. It clearly says and sounds how it should be said, how it should be. What the meaning of it no, hey, are you hungry? No, you want something to eat? No, you feel like going to the store? No, straight like that, it's no, it's no in between. It's no M M, m in the lines. It's none of that bullshit. It's no in between. There's no m in in the lines. It's none of that, it's no.
Speaker 1:And some of these stories and some of these things we better talk about and hit into, girl, and I know, y'all know where I'm going with it, so I'm not even gonna say that too much right now. I'm gonna leave that for the last part. But y'all know where I'm getting at. Yeah, I know exactly where I'm getting at and I ain't gonna say nothing but part. But y'all know where I'm getting at. Yeah, I know exactly where I'm getting at and I ain't gonna say nothing, but I'm gonna hold my tongue. I'm trying to hold my tongue. But yes, no means no for some of y'all motherfuckers and I don't know who out there right now need to hear that. But no, n o, no, denial, refusal. I'm done, I'm cool. Okay, leave me alone. No, thank you understand that.
Speaker 1:Okay, now that we got that out the way and you know that wasn't a smart moment it was a moment for me to educate you on the damn meaning and the respect and the principle behind that word and that, like you know what I mean, put some respect behind that word, no, and some people don't do that. Some people don't even put respect when they say no. They don't put respect when you say no to people. You know what I mean and some people don't respect you saying no. So, but that was the purpose of me saying that, not for no jokey joke or nothing, but no means no, all right, so we're going to start. We're going to start this off, first and foremost with I'm just going to say this Okay, y'all and y'all know me, like I said, like I, like I'm starting doing now I'm going to let y'all hear some of the clips that I hear. You know what I mean, cause, like I said, I'm not on Instagram or whatever, but my little birdies do, my little handlers they do send me stuff and I do do a little bit of my investigation. You know what I mean. So I am going to talk about a couple things today that's going on in the world right now. Actually, certain things in the world, believe it or not, people at my job and I, you know I talk about my job, but that's where I'm at most of my time A lot of people didn't know this first incident where child y'all got this damn man, and not for nothing and I'm not trying to sound crazy to y'all, and I know I might sound crazy to y'all but I'm not I'm not y'all know this now but, like, have y'all ever seen stuff?
Speaker 1:Or like thought about something? Like maybe y'all had the craziest thought or y'all seen something, you know, although that that could never happen or not, saying that it could never happen, because I don't like saying never, but like, nah, that's, that's not possible or that's that'll be crazy, like you know what I mean. So like, for example I'll give you an example Cause y'all might not know what I'm talking about it was a time where, like I remember driving and I was like, um, wow, this shit is crazy. Um, planes, just like planes really just be falling out of the air. You know what I mean. Like planes really just be falling out of the air. You know what I mean. Like planes really just be falling out of the air.
Speaker 1:And I wonder if, like, somebody can use. I was like, I wonder if they can use that as, like you know, like a type of like you know, cuz, what doesn't the mass shootings and stuff going on. I was wondering, like damn, will somebody try to use a plane and try to crash a plane down? Because people crazy, they using cars, they using, you know, all types of stuff right now, like they bogart. I remember the guy in paris a couple years ago. He bogart, like with a truck, a couple people and killed a couple people. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1:So it's a lot. It's a lot of stuff going on here in the world that it is possible, but thinking it and seeing it be kind of unreal. Because for me, god has blessed me right now, at this moment of my life, to not have to deal with tragedy, not have to deal with loss of a great loss. You know what I mean. So I haven't went through nothing that was like life-changing and changed my life and the way I live and anything like that, thank God. And so I haven't had, I haven't went through that type of that, like I haven't went through that it yet.
Speaker 1:You know I mean, or I just don't, I don't understand it, I'm just I'm not gonna say yet because I don't wish that army or whatnot, but I just was just thinking this type of stuff. You know what I mean and, like I said, I don't see this type of stuff often where it's like unbelievable one in a million, one in a trillion type events happen. So just seeing it in my mind or thinking it like an imagination is crazy. So come to see like I was, like I said, I was thinking about the plane, and then like next thing, you know, a week later, actually probably a couple days later um, I hear news of a man like what a plane doing some crazy shit in Walmart. Like this shit was weird, bro.
Speaker 1:Like you get what I'm saying like, so, like certain shit, when I when I hear it, or when I see it, like after I just seen it, after I hear it, now I hear it on TV, and it's like I'm like damn, not seeing it as a premonition, but I was like I just was just thinking about it, like it's just so weird that I just be just thinking about that same shit, like that exact same scenario or that not exact scenario, but like in that frame, in that type of genre of happening. You get, I'm saying like and it just it always blows my mind. So the other day, and it's just crazy, and the only reason I'm even talking about this is because it brings me up to this, the situation of what I'm about to say now I'm what I'm about to let y'all know about this.
Speaker 1:It was a shooting basically in um kentucky, basically a guy of a guy. A shooting in kentucky on a highway where a guy just basically went rapid and just took a gun like he was really on grand theft auto again, grown-ass man and started spraying up the place while people are driving on the expressway Like just forget about, it's not even road rage this time, it's just somebody on the road that just got rage. They're not even driving, he's just mad and fucking. I hate life. Like the shit is good. Like listen, bro, you just got to listen to it.
Speaker 3:The search for 32 year old joseph couch continues. Couch is suspected of opening fire on at least a dozen vehicles traveling on interstate 75 in kentucky, injuring five people. An arrest affidavit says couch texted someone 30 minutes before the mass shooting spree saying he was going to quote kill a lot of people and then himself. The shooting took place near the small city of London, whose mayor said Couch had served in the Army Reserve and suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder.
Speaker 1:Listening to like the stuff that, like this man untext people. He already knew what he was going to do. This was like premeditated. Like now, they got schools like first of all, bro looking for that man. They got schools shut. First of all, bro looking for that man. They got schools shut down. They got everybody coming out the woodwork looking for that man and like if you know, kentucky and they in um london, I think.
Speaker 1:And I looked it up and I'm like what the this? Nothing but woods. Looking at pictures, it's like woods and space and like that is like forest. Like it's like bro it is. It is y'all up here about. Like it's like I, I pray and I hope that they do find him, but I think that that is sick. I think that that is sick and it's crazy. Though, like bro, that that's the type of stuff and I, and it's like damn, I just was bro, that's the type of stuff and it's like damn, I just was talking about a fucking mass shooting last episode. Like bro man I'm talking about, and thank God that nobody did.
Speaker 1:I think they said four people died or nobody died, somebody got, like a couple people got hurt or however. Y'all heard it, y'all know how it is when y'all hear gossip, one person go and tell the other without the facts. That's why I let y'all hear for yourselves or just research it. The guy in kentucky, uh, shooting on the highway in london, just you know what I mean. But yeah, child going crazy. Now they're looking for him. Now they're looking for that. An acre schools to shut down. They don't, and I wouldn't. I to me too, though.
Speaker 1:It's crazy, though, when the news put this stuff out there, because I feel like now it just gives somebody else a fucking idea to do that, like for real, for real and and like not for nothing, and like I don't condone suicide and I don't condone killing or whatever, but I don't condone you murdering people for no reason. I don't condone you taking somebody else's life because you don't like your life, because you don't know how to deal with your life. I don't condone it at all, and I think that that's fucked up. That people need people. Some people are asking for help and not getting the help that they need.
Speaker 1:I think that that's up for referral, and I think that it's up that people that do know that they need help aren't asking for the help that they need as well. You know what I mean. It's a two-way street, so, and when people are given help, they don't utilize it, they don't take that for granted, they don't grab that, they abuse it or or say no to it. They say no, they refuse it, deny it. You know what I mean. So it's just, it's just sad. I'm glad that nobody was hurt, but and I just wanted to say that because I too was thinking about this stuff, like when I just brought up the story before that but these are the stories that I I'll be thinking in my mind this is not like going across the road and looking in the woods and finding somebody.
Speaker 4:This is the national forest.
Speaker 1:This is thousands and thousands of acres, almost like not that I'm like, oh, am I woke? But it's like, damn, what, like you know, I don't know. It's like understanding some type of power that I have and I may sound weird, y'all can call it whatever y'all want, but I just feel like I just don't know the depth of me knowing and understanding that power that I got. Like I really feel like I don't understand that power as much as I, I think I, and I want to know it so much Because it's like I really do see these stuff. And then I see it, I see it in my mind first, and I'm not no serial killer, I'm not no person where I think these bad thoughts. I don't think like that, it's just. I just be just in a random like, oh, what if somebody did this? Oh, what if? Like, like the, what if books? It's just be like that. My mind, my mind runs like that and it's almost like seeing things and then hearing about it the next two days later, a couple of days later.
Speaker 1:It's it's just mind boggling to me, to me so and I just wanted to bring it up for for fur, because I was really thinking about that when I was thinking about the road rage that they got going on in my city where it was a kid, like a nine-year-old kid, in the car. I think I told y'all that before when he, when somebody shot up the car with the mom in there. Road rage is crazy. So to hear about it from a pedestrian on the road just going on the road literally just to use his gun, is crazy on the road. Why are you driving that can cause so much other accidents. You know what I mean. So that's up. Yes, that's, that's what's.
Speaker 1:When I heard about that, like wow, that's you need he, he needs to be talked to. Also, who needs to be talked to? Trump, like I said y'all, y'all heard me say I do not be on the instagram or whatnot. When I am on here and I am scrolling down here, I'm like the internet. Y'all cannot resist y'allself making a beat on it and twisting it and making it something. I swear to goodness, swear to goodness.
Speaker 4:They're eating the cats. Eat the cat. Eat the cat. They're eating the cats. They're eating the cats.
Speaker 2:It's crazy, I'm like you know that's what's in right now. I'm jamming to it.
Speaker 4:I really shouldn't be jamming to it.
Speaker 1:This is ignorance, but y'all really, really, really couldn't help it. And, speaking of that, it and speaking of that, speaking of trump, and you know cats and dogs, I'm gonna let, I'm gonna, you know, or whatnot? Speaking of that, this mother, somebody gonna try to shoot this. Somebody done tried to shoot this. Yes, they did. Yes, they did, they done they tried to shoot this motherfucker.
Speaker 5:About the second apparent assassination attempt on Donald Trump. 58-year-old Ryan Wesley Ralph is now facing two federal charges after a member of Donald Trump's detail noticed the muzzle of his automatic rifle poking out from the shrubbery along Trump's golf course muzzle of his automatic rifle poking out from the shrubbery along Trump's golf course.
Speaker 1:But they say that nobody like that. He didn't shoot his gun, but still the motherfucker tried to. He was pointing it, he was pointing the gun at him and I'm like, at one point, at some point, trump, you got to fight. You got to somebody. You got to go back to back in the day. Trump, at some point. At one point, you, you, you got to say no At some point. At one point, trump, you got and I'm a sip on it, trump, you got to let them people go. You have to let them people go. You have to let them people go. Do you hear me, trump? Let them go.
Speaker 1:I keep trying to tell you Trump, them are the same people that was in the White House when you had them people, or allegedly, I'm going to say that because you was whatever. However, I don't know whatever. When you had them people, or allegedly, I'm gonna say that because you was whatever. However, I don't know whatever. When you had them people riled up and them people, or how much it is when them people went in a capital and white house for you half of them people, including them secret services they were in there. Kamala already told you she was in there. Kamala already told you she was in there. Like she was there.
Speaker 1:Couple people lost their lives that day, couple people got hurt that day. Like that was a serious, serious event and on our capital, on our ground, by our people, somebody that the people that you provoke, your people, bro, people, somebody that the people, the people that you provoke, your people, bro, they don't want you there. Prompt, trump. You heard with the girl. You heard what Kamala said she don't like they, don't like you, bro, they don't, they don't like you, trump, you need to Trump.
Speaker 1:I don't need I personally, during my life, during my lifetime, don't want to see. I don't need. I personally, during my life, during my lifetime, don't want to see anything happen to you like. I don't want to see, like and I don't know if I can say them type of words, but I just don't want to see a president get hurt more than what you already was hurt. I don't want to see you assassinated. I don't want to see you. I don't want to see that in my lifetime. I'm sorry, I just, I just don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I'm not, I'm not that type of person. I keep trying to tell y'all that I don't want to wish death on anyone. It's not my care, it's not in my character at all, like real, and I just think that it's time for trump to say no and let the go. I'm sorry to say you need to let them go, trump, because they're not for you, they not for you. Somebody else probably already seen that and yelled out again once again and alerted the secret services again once again.
Speaker 1:Real waving your gun, the you waving for you shouldn't even be close enough to wave, attempt, say, pick a boo hide by none of that. You should not be close enough. You should. Them fences should be blocked off. It's just too much. It's too much from you.
Speaker 1:Gotta realize you're not a celebrity. You are a celebrity, but you are a celebrity president now. So you got two things going on right now. I'm with you. You not only is a celebrity, you are running for for governing, you're ex-govern, you, you run for president, you were ex-president. You know what I mean. So it's like you got you trump. You need to.
Speaker 1:I, like you, know I'm not, I'm not a fan of you trump.
Speaker 1:You know that.
Speaker 1:You know I'm not a fan of you.
Speaker 1:I'm not, I'm not a fan of you, trump, but you Trump, but yeah, that's all I'm going to say. That's all I'm saying. Trump, I'm going to leave it like that, but you need to. There's no way that these people is getting too close. It's getting close, trump, like real shit. Your address or whatever it is that's leaked or out there, or your schedule.
Speaker 1:Somebody knows something and it's the. It sounds more like an inside plot. That's just. That's just me and my theories. So I'm gonna leave that alone and move on to the next, next topic. You know what I mean, what's going on, and I'm gonna keep it cute. Okay, jump and put it on mute, just like that. So you know. Now, child, I don't know if y'all heard about it or not. I don't know if y'all was listening. Like I said, certain things I watch because it comes on the news and certain things I get sent to me from my handlers. So this one is something that I actually ran across myself when I was watching the news, because I watch the news like an old person in the morning time. Make sure that there's no traffic when I'm going to work.
Speaker 4:Walkie talkies and solar equipment. The apparent second wave of attacks targeting electronic devices comes one day after hundreds of pagers used by Hezbollah blew up. At least 20 people killed and more than 450 people were wounded.
Speaker 1:I might have to learn some Mars cold Like y'all. I mean, y'all heard what I heard, right, y'all listening, and y'all heard what I heard they sending waves. And if you don't, if them I keep trying to say this to people if these third world freaking countries I'm sorry this is making me really heated, but if these third world countries can do like that, will make you think that these america came and china came half our shit, half our devices and for iphones are made in china. Not trying to bring up trump, but that's what the trump Trump was trying to get the fucking jobs away from the motherfuckers. We make our own shit. I'd rather nobody follow me, because you know it goes back to not having that fucking freedom. But I'd rather have America follow me than fucking people that ain't from my country country. I'd rather the people that know me, or think that they know me, versus the people that don't know me and will take me out of here in a heartbeat, even though they both the same. I just I don't ever. I just I'm sorry if I had to pick a lesser evil or evil, whatever it is. That's that's what I got to choose, that I have to. It is that's, that's what I gotta choose, that I have to walk you talking like that, it makes me.
Speaker 1:It makes me nervous, though, to think though, because if they can do that to walkies, what makes you? Like I said, these cell phones, these computers, bro, these ipads, these, and everybody, they know everybody, be on them. Everybody got a cell phone, bro, they can. If you, you can be sitting in a toilet, you take this out, you'll. You take this, the cell phone. I'm sorry, I keep stuttering, I'm just so, just, uh, you take the cell phone to the, to the bathroom with you.
Speaker 1:You name a place where you don't take your cell phone besides court. I can name one. That's my, that's my thing, court. But you name a place where you can take your cell phone, oh okay, oh okay, yeah, I'll wait. I'll wait for it because there's not too many places that you can take, like you can take your cell phone. Like that, you don't take your cell phone, sorry. So come on now the shit.
Speaker 1:It just got me thinking. It had me thinking, actually had me thinking about like some, like, uh, I think it was batman when he did that, like that psionic, like wave, and listening when he was looking for the joker or something like that. Shit, bro. It had me thinking about, like that, like these movies, be telling us. They just can't tell us. So they, they, you know what I mean. They give us our own imagination and we have to peace it.
Speaker 1:That's what I'm peacing. That's what I'm peacing. That's what I'm peacing. Yo, I'm peacing that Before my hand or my foot or my pelvis or my thigh or my butt cheek is in pieces, bitch, yeah, I'm peacing it.
Speaker 1:I'm peacing this shit. You got me fucked up. Like no real shit. It really really, really, really really. Like we walk around without apple watches on wrist. Or bam, wrist taken off, bam done, like it's just done. Ear pods bam, then you can't hear. Got goggles on. Bam, you blind, like you're done. You're playing. Your brain is blown out, you're done. You're done using your hands. Now, if you got a selfie, you might be good if you don't get the shatter. But I'm just saying I know I'm too. I'm just thinking. I'm just saying it's just, it's just a little crazy to think about so and something else. That's more, more and something crazy to think about. And this is where it comes from, where I'm gonna say motherfuckers just don't know what the word know me. So they arrested diddy the other day and, yeah, it's going down. Before I even say anything, I'm going to just let y'all hear this type of stuff.
Speaker 4:Music mogul Sean Diddy Combs has been arrested by federal agents at a hotel here in New York City. But Combs is facing a wave of lawsuits accusing him of sexual assault and misconduct. In March, federal investigators searched his homes in Miami and Los Angeles, hari SREENIVASAN. The charges stem from what Diddy called quote freak-offs, which allegedly included days-long coerced sex acts in hotel rooms that Sean B Tiddy Combs orchestrated and recorded. Lisa.
Speaker 2:DESJARDINS, the New York Times. During a federal raid of Diddy's home, agents uncovered 1,000 bottles of baby oil. The indictment says Combs quote Combs relied on the employees, resources and influence of the multifaceted business empire that he led and controlled, creating a criminal enterprise whose members and associates engaged in and attempted to engage in, among other crimes, sex trafficking, forced labor, kidnapping, arson, bribery and obstruction of justice. The indictment listed Combs security staff, household staff, personal assistants, high-ranking supervisors and others among the associates who made up a criminal organization.
Speaker 1:Did he? Yeah, freak off and doing this and like I'm going to say this for you know, and I don't want to be like, oh, because I may, I'm actually going to, I going to do a whole show next week, next episode, maybe next episode or the following episode, with a guest actually, and maybe one or two guests to have sit here and talk about what, what's going, what's going on. And I want to have other people's opinions, because my opinion on a situation is I'm not with the kids stuff, that's just me, okay, I'm not. I'm not with the kids stuff, but I don't like. I feel like. I feel like he, what he did, and what he, what he doing or what people did, that goes along with the situation. I'm not judging him for who he has, who he have sex with, what he has sex with, what he do, how many bottles he use, what he use with it, what he do with it. Like, I'm not here to judge you on it. I'm not here. I'm here to. I'm here to talk to you and give my opinion on the, on your allegations, if they are true, and my one opinion is, like I said, kids are a no-no Like and it's just, it's, it's just keep getting fucked up, that people really, really keep doing these to these kids like that and fucking up their childhood and fucking up and corrupting them into a space where and putting them into a space and giving them PTSD and traumatizing them for the rest of their life, growing up and thinking that that's how life is supposed to be because they were treated like that and nobody was there to help them. It puts you in a vulnerable situation and I don't know your situation, diddy, but if you did went through what you went through, why would you put other people through that? That's my only thing. I don't care about your 99 bottles thousand dollar thousand and one bottles of fucking oil, I don't care. And lubrication, I don't care about that, bro. As far as I'm concerned, johnson Johnson should be paying your motherfucking bill, or should be helping you out, or should be endorsing you, or should be doing something, because you done fucking gave them, you hooked them up, you kept them when they was going through what they was going through. You kept them in business. You kept them in business. I say in business, I say that much. So I don't care like it's not about that.
Speaker 1:My my opinion, like I said, that's all I gotta talk to other people. I'm gonna hit these streets. My opinion is cassie, you, you, you, you're not a victim to me, you, you're not a victim to me. You're not what you went through. Yes, that may trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me. I'm gonna say this you're not, you're not innocent. I'm not gonna say that you're not, you're not, you are. You have. I'm not because I'm gonna take that back. Let me take that back. You aren't innocent in this.
Speaker 1:You played along with it for as long as you could until it was too late because they got certain videos saying, oh, they will tell you about what was going on and you would go right in there and get high with him and tell him. So let's not think it's just. You got tired of it. You realize how and, trust me, I my opinion. Like I said, I'm not judging, but my opinion. I don't want no man that likes men. I don't.
Speaker 1:She probably, at first daughter was just so, whatever it was. A couple times you got money, you can do this, or you like watching whatever, whatever it is, until I believe it came obsessive and I believe you were kidnapping people and you were drugging people and I've been drugged. I've been. That's why I don't want to even blame them people. At first I'm like, yeah, it's their fault, they knew what they was getting themselves into. But at the end of the day not really, not really I was saying to myself oh yeah, girl, you know what you was doing when you wore that dress. You knew what you was doing when you sit up here and got fucked up and you knew where you was at and you knew what type of environment you was around.
Speaker 1:Like me, being an adult, I didn't know at first. I did before anything. I knew I knew I should have had somebody with me. I knew I should have did this. I knew I, I like, I know already. So, like me doing it, I'm not. I'm not saying, oh, I'm, I'm like I, you know I'm, I am, I am a victim. But I just want to take accountability and be an adult as well. I want to take responsibilities for knowing damn well that I know my limit. I know that I shouldn't be drinking four, five, six, seven. I know what's going to happen at the six, seven shots. I know I shouldn't.
Speaker 1:Personally, I was taught if I smoke, I don't roll. I don't smoke off of nobody after they roll if I ain't see that desperate roll and I damn sure don't smoke with nobody if I don't know them. These are things that I was told. You don't leave your drink at the bar. You finish that shit. I drink shots, so I ain't got to worry about that. You know what I mean. But like I've been, I just was telling my friend that I've been in situations like I I named for later stories, but I have been in real life, real, real situations where I probably didn't know how I was going to, how I got here or why I got here or what I did or what happened. I blacked out and it wasn't just liquor. I knew that.
Speaker 1:There's been times where I've been around people for days trying to get younger stages. This is my younger life, but I've been in them situations before. I've been in the group parties and the big parties with the celebrities. I've been at this type of turn up thing. I've been there already I turn up thing and I've been there already. I know how to get there already. But now, when I get there, how do I act? When I get there? It's the thing.
Speaker 1:What do I do when I get there is the thing. Do I allow myself to be taken over and to be taken over and and the word is Riz and it raised over and won over by somebody they look good that can potentially mess up and ruin the rest of my life. All for the flesh, all for a look, all for you know. I mean like. So I understand where they been at. I'm understanding what the situation. I understand that, being being with a man who beat on you, I've been in these type of situations. I have had a rough life. That's why I appreciate God and where he got me and where he took me and where he's taking me, because if it wasn't for him, I would not be here at all at all and I thank you guys for that. I would not be here in a situation like that, where I probably did indulge in or probably did take part in, but I knew not to do too much like Like.
Speaker 1:I always knew if I did a drug like cause I did Molly, I did E, I did this, I did that. I always knew that like when I did it, I never let the drug do me and I always did it with the people that I knew. You know what I mean Like, or if they did it, we did it together, so like, but I knew these type of things, some people, they're not thinking because they, oh, I want to be this, I want to be that, I want to be this, I want to be that. And you think, not realizing. When he said, okay, what are you willing to do? And you're thinking you're willing to do anything, and anything becomes everything and becomes almost your life, where that takes everything from you. Then you're looking like damn, this is not what I signed up for. You start saying no, you start saying no, you start refusing it.
Speaker 1:By then it's too late now, and that's and, diddy, that's where you was fucked up at. You used and you prayed off a young-minded, weak-minded, gullible, like you just were. You were a monster when it came down to showing compassion to people. You didn't show no type of emotion and care for anyone but yourself, and maybe because that's what you went through, and you've been through something psychologically where you feel like nobody was there for you, I don't know. I do know, though, and I'm gonna wrap it up. You know I'm not gonna keep y'all too, too long, but I do know for a fact like that, shit is fucked up, and I'm gonna keep on saying that. I'm not judging diddy. You do your thing, diddy. I do know for a fact, though, that he expect him to be nino brown up in the court. If y'all never seen new jack city, expect, expect him to be nino brown. So hide your kids, hide your. So, hide your kids, hide your moms, hide your everybody. Because, bitch, he pointing y'all out. He's pointing everybody out because he's not going down by himself.
Speaker 1:They got that motherfucker in a nasty ass, fucked up ass jail. It's the same jail as R Kelly, who was in here crying and complaining and trying to get out. It's horrible. It's horrible in and trying to get out. It's horrible. It's horrible. Like I'd have been better off living the rest of my life fucked up on my island.
Speaker 1:I'm sorry, yes, I would've. I'm a fan. Listen. I never said I Listen. I'm a fan of that. I'm a fan of hitting it and taking that money that you had and taking it. Talk about. Oh, some other countries might want, might not want him. Bitch, please, it's other countries. Don't give a fuck about America and don't give a fuck about him. They just give a fuck about his money. Holla cha-ching, thank you. Okay, anybody worried about that girl? He is leaving. That's what I would have did, though that's my personal opinion, that's what I did, so, but that is a word around. That's what's going on.
Speaker 1:They say diddy is out there funneling, funneling with them kids and sex trafficking and escorting them. I feel like, like I tell my peoples, at the end of the day, that escort now, like I said, the kids part is what bothered me, but him getting somebody from one place to another, go ahead, bro. You know how many times I've been flown out back in the day. You know that's. Somebody flew me out, paid for my flight, paid for a pj for me. Stop playing with me, stop playing, but for real, I mean, and what it is is. Is that, like back in the day, the craigslist and all that, the stuff that, like they tried to like crack down on people in the back pages and all that. Then you got fans only, though, and all that type of stuff where people can see people from all over, and now they can just, hey, hit them up. They just diddy is everybody.
Speaker 1:I'm just trying to figure out what's going to happen to hollywood hollywood after this, but nevertheless, this is just crazy stuff getting fucked up. Maybe they cleaning away for us, you know con content creators to take over and just do things freehand. You got the people you know the writers guild keep, they want to go on strikes, and the actors and other people doing other stuff. So I guess now it's just let's just leave it up for the people other people doing other stuff. So I guess now it's just let's just leave it up for the people. Shit I don't know, but y'all already know that's that's pretty much all I gotta say. I ain't gonna leave it up too much. Like I said, I'll continue this conversation, um, with maybe one or two guests next week. Uh, for the conversation, I mean this for my episode or whatnot. I'm getting a little tired, so I'm definitely going to end this and, like I said, you know, because I got to start the editing and everything. So I'm going to end this on a good note.
Speaker 1:And you know what I always tell y'all, what I always say If you can change your mind, you can change your life. And I want y want you to really understand that if you can change your mind, you can change your life, and that's what I mean. It goes into everything. I did everything. We just besides the walkies. If people change the way they looked at things and they changed the way they think their life will be all right too. Because it's really that simple, like they said, if you can really change your mind, you can change your life. It's your choice. We just choose to take the easy road or the road that we feel like is the one we're used to, and it's not always a good one.
Speaker 1:So and that's like I'm gonna keep on saying this is one thing that I'm doing. I feel like I am getting better at this and I feel like I'm proud of myself. I will be on Instagram soon. So I don't got, I ain't gotta worry about that. I will be on them social media soon. I'm not in a rush to get on that right now. I'm just trying to get a base, a foundation of self, so people can go and listen to me and see what's poppin', lockin' with me. You know. So I guess. Until next time, muah time.